Loves first kiss......

        Do you still believe in love at first site? Do you believe in loves first kiss? or that everyone has a soul mate? According to the movie ENCHANTED there is a loves first kiss. I myself do believe that because it happened to me at 17. I didn't expect it wasn't even looking for it because i had already had a boyfriend at the time. A friend of mine had been liking this guy in our english class, he wasn't anything special just an average person. He used to come to class and sleep most of the time at the beginning of the school year. So you see he wasn't spectactular until right after christmas break he wasn't in class. So of course you want to know what happened? Come to find out he had gotten expelled from school. Well when he returned we became friends during class, it was him and 3 other boys from his welding class who were in our english class. Yes i helped him and his friends pass english, ( he might say something different). Anyway there was this girl in my vocational class who was really liking him. So every chance she got to see him she wanted someone to go with her. We would go to his welding class while i went to see my boyfriend in auto body shop. This continued for a while until the boy she was liking got sick and had been out of class for a while. So we dicided one day to go visit him at home, me and my sister went with her to his house. So we're kicking it on the 3rd floor of his house and just having a really nice time. So we decided that we wanted something to drink ok back then it was night train, md 20 20 you old school followers will know what i'm talking about. This girl and my sister had decided that they would go to the store and i stayed at the house. Who would have thought that day and that moment would change th lives of 2 people forever, We were walking down the stairs from the 3rd floor after everyone else. I don't know for sure if something was said to make me turn around or what but it was that moment that he kissed me and i returned the kiss and for the first time i knew what weak at the knees and that buttefly feeling you get in your stomach when you like someone, well it happened at that very moment. We went from just being friends to something else in an instant, it just happened and the rest is history expanding over 30 years he is to this day my best friend and my oldest friend. The butterfly feeling lasted for many years, i would still have the same feeling everytime he came home from the service. So if you ask me about loves first kiss yes i do believe that, it happened to me and i know it has happened to someone else. Although i have had many loves that kiss is as fresh in my memory as if it happened yesterday....... Feel free to coment or even share your story...... Next post: heart break have you broken someone's heart or had your heart broken?

Sex: When Was Your First Time?

       Now this is funny because my first time was with a guy who didn't know that he was my first. I was 16 years old going through some things as 16 year olds do. I was still trying to create an indentity for myself. Well anyway this boy who was very popular at Shaw High saw me coming home from school one day and started flirting with me, so i was like ok he must like me, and for me at that time was cool because remember at that time and for a long time i never thought i was cute or that i would ever have a boyfriend. So yes when he invited me to his house i lied about where i was going and i went over his house. Here we are in the basement rec room as we called them back then. It started with kissing and touching which led to rubbing that spot and then it happened. To tell you the truth i don't ever remember being in pain or the act itself hurting, maybe that's why he thought i had done that before. Well it set the sexual awareness up in me because sex with him occurred several times after that, and believe it or not as much and as good as sex was for me at that time he was the only boy that i was having sex with at that time, and he wasn't even my boyfriend. Not sure how it stopped but it did and i didn't have any sexual contact with another boy my age until i turned 17, until i was working my new found sex appeal on this older guy who was with this woman who at that time i didn't think he should have been with, he was 26 and she was older, and i was 16 so you know what happened next. Yes a bet was made that i could pull him away from this older lady and i did, we spent a lot of stolen moments having sex anywhere we could and it was good. I thought he was the coolest the man in the world, and guess what he was artistist also, thin and tall I know for sure now that i had a prefernce even then for small framed men, and i discovered that i had what men wanted and that was my sexuality. It was oozing all over the place, i did alot of kissing but even then i never had sex with a lot of guys especially with boys i went to school with. Never had a reputation people in school just thought i was very quiet and i was. My life has always been very private, many boys had tried to get the booty but it wasn't happening. Memories, man do i have some good ones. My first time, believe it or not i have since run into this guy at the gas station and Walmart several times and even though i didn't remember him at our first reunion he reminded me of the first time we had sex and then the memories came back. Now you know for a man to rmemember having sex at 16 has to say something about you. I got my swag and it only got better over the years. What was your first time like?

First Love

Wow how do i start? My first love was actually in the 6th grade, this boy was the cutest guy in the class. Our teacher was Mr Hill, i sat in the row behind him. He was tall thin not real dark, but very cute for a 6th grader. I don't know what it was i just really felt like he was my boyfriend. As all kids do his name was all over my notebooks, me and my sister would walk up street or hang out at the playground hoping that he would show up. Yes Charles H Lake was the spot after school. Playing 4 corners, having swinging contest to see who could swing the highest and then jump out. Anyway this boy who we will name W.S. very artistic, we were guards together which at that time made you important. Throughout our 6th grade years we went back and forth as kids do who try to act like they don't like each other. Well for me on our graduation day i felt like our realtionship was solidified because it was then that i got my first real on the lips kiss. (not french kissing).
Well needless to say life went on we went to Empire Jr High summer school and worked together on a little summer paper, which is where i do believe my love for math started, it was some kind of math contest. Well i moved away to EC, Where life as i knew it changed forever. So there went my first love and although i've had many loves over the years. I will never forget this young man because he made a skinny girl at that time feel like somebody could and would like me. I had later found out years later from his cousin that he had passed away. We didn't keep in touch and i never saw him again once i moved, but he is a special part of who i am today. Do you have a first love? I would to hear your story.

Mixing Sex With Friendships

First blog for this new site. Lets here what you have to say. Is it ever okay to have sex with your friends? Iwould say yes but that's one of thoses questions that has a gray area. some one once told that the only reason we didn't kick it was because he didn't want to mess up a good friendship.
       I Now know what he meant, once you have crossed that line it's hard to look at them the same way. Either you're going to want to keep the relationship going or one of you will feel like you didn't measure up to the fantasy. Either way it really shouldn't affect your friendship if you were really friends to begin with. I have quite a few friends of the opposite sex have I had sex with all of them no. Have I fantasized about some of them? yes i have. Have you seen my friends? Although I may have crossed the line with some of them we have remained friends, and for some of them it will be a pleasant secret that we will take to our grave. Now I am asking you guys: HAVE YOU EVER CROSSED THAT LINE OF SEX WITH YOUR FRIEND AND DESTROYED THE FRIENDSHIP? DO YOU REGRET THE CHOICE YOU MADE? Tell me your story.