Good morning world....
I woke up this morning after having the most beautiful dream about a wonderful man. The setting is in Pocono Resort my favorite place to get away to, and now I'm here with a man who makes me feel like I'm the most important woman in his life. Picture this we're staying at the Ceasar's Resort where the rooms are beautiful. As usual the Champagne room is booked for the weekend, not to worry we still have a beautiful room heart shaped jacuzzi tub, round king size bed, and an in suite pool with a steam room. Now you couldn't ask for a better room. skinny dipping in the pool and making love is just like the movies. No work, no worries just the two of us doing what grown people do. Everything about this is what I wanted in a man, he's gentle, kind passionate and has never made me feel like a chirp chirp girl. We go to dinner looking fine as hell, we are seated with a young couple who we had a great time with. Dinner was a success now it's time for some live music, this particular weekend the Temptation are appearing live. We dance the night away slow dancing as he holds me close and whispers in my ear "you are so beautiful" that puts a big smile on face.
The night is winding down and we go back to the room, we're both tired so we put on a CD that we bought with us old school WHISPERS, (my favorite romantic group). Time to fill up the tub bubbles and all candle and nice bottle of wine called RELAX. We relax and get comfortable music playing, conversation is great, the atmosphere is perfect. We dry off lotion each other up and slip into bed holding each other close as he is kissing me gently on my neck, moving to my earlobe and kiss the outside of my lips before giving me the most passionate kiss I've had in such a long time. This man is absolutely everything I ever dreamed of. Well the rest of the night was perfect we touched and rubbed and kissed each other in all the right places, before the actual act of making love which was explosive. WOW I think I love this man, is this real? I pinched myself and yes it was true we were in the Pocono's together. Well the morning comes and there's a knock at the door, what is this breakfast in bed how could I forget that we asked for this since I knew we would not be up in time to have breakfast in the dining room. Perfect start to a sunny day, what to do so many activities, how about golf finally I'm going to learn couldn't ask for a better teacher, well we did all the things that a couple in love would do holding hands, public displays of affection, taking pictures to capture the memories the perfect ending to the perfect weekend.
6:30am this morning I wake up to this message that was sent at 5:34am "I just want u 2kno that I'm so lucky 2 have u n my life! And even more your ability 2 share your luv with me!"
Who could ask for a better way to wake up, having the same thought at almost the same time.
YES I AM LOVING MY LIFE AND I HOPE THIS FEELING THAT I HAVE CONTINUES. WE ARE HEADING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
TIL NEXT TIME I WISH EVERYBODY A HAPPY LIFE...
Monday, September 24, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
CONFESSIONS OF ADULTRY.....
It starts with a smile, a simple glance and great conversation just that easy. It is so easy to get attached to someone when there is a need, maybe they are are having marital problems and need someone to talk to, or it could be that you are that female who can talk about anything from sports to cars. Most men find that attractive in a woman and it is especially a turn on when you hold all these qualities and the wife or girlfriend doesn't. Now they have an outside buddy, so you start making flirty remarks at each other that you try to play off as just fun, when in actuality you really want to do each other.
Now you ask how does the sex come into play? Picture this it's New Years Eve your're alone for the holiday and he's at work, well you decide to surprise him and yes it is a pleasant surprise since he doesn't get off until midnight. Well midnight comes and the two of you share a New Years kiss. Now like I always say it starts with a kiss and yes the kiss is nice. Neither of you have regrets you both go to your own homes. The next day you talk and carry on as usual not drawing attention to yourself.
Anyway days and weeks go by and you finally hook up after meeting for lunch and shooting pool and just hanging out, now you have the most passionate sex ever, there is absolutely no guilt felt, you make time for each other, he brings you gifts, he makes time for you even on holidays. You go along with it with no thought for the wife because this is his problem as long as it doesn't come back to you. This relationship continues for about 2 years and it just keeps getting better. Now you both have real feelings for each other and you can't imagine being with anyone else. This relationship is the best you think you've had, pump your breaks this man belongs to someone else, although he gives you everything you want and more the most important things are missing. Someone to hold at night when you roll over and the other side of the bed is empty.
OK you have to make a decision or you know one of you has to. You decide to end the relationship because in the long run you will always be the one who gets hurt. So you move with your life to another relationship and for the most part it's going well also. Until he walks into your life temptation again. The cycle starts over what is wrong with you? nothing at all, you are only doing what men have been doing since the beginning of time, we just do it better. Although you have never been caught and have always managed to hold down your own relationship, it is the thrill of mystery and someone new and exciting and the flirting that kept you in the game. You love your man sure but you are sexually attracted to someone else.
So now that you are older you try to share with other women how easy it is for their men to stray, it really doesn't take much. You have changed your ways and now you have been blessed with a good and understanding man who does not judge your past and excepts you unconditionally.
Now this is not to say that all men/women cheat but you have to open your eyes and look at the signs because they're there, and continue to keep the spice going in your own relationships and there will never be room for someone to swoop in and get your man or woman..
No names were mentioned to protect the innocent....
TIL NEXT TIME PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR MATE..
Now you ask how does the sex come into play? Picture this it's New Years Eve your're alone for the holiday and he's at work, well you decide to surprise him and yes it is a pleasant surprise since he doesn't get off until midnight. Well midnight comes and the two of you share a New Years kiss. Now like I always say it starts with a kiss and yes the kiss is nice. Neither of you have regrets you both go to your own homes. The next day you talk and carry on as usual not drawing attention to yourself.
Anyway days and weeks go by and you finally hook up after meeting for lunch and shooting pool and just hanging out, now you have the most passionate sex ever, there is absolutely no guilt felt, you make time for each other, he brings you gifts, he makes time for you even on holidays. You go along with it with no thought for the wife because this is his problem as long as it doesn't come back to you. This relationship continues for about 2 years and it just keeps getting better. Now you both have real feelings for each other and you can't imagine being with anyone else. This relationship is the best you think you've had, pump your breaks this man belongs to someone else, although he gives you everything you want and more the most important things are missing. Someone to hold at night when you roll over and the other side of the bed is empty.
OK you have to make a decision or you know one of you has to. You decide to end the relationship because in the long run you will always be the one who gets hurt. So you move with your life to another relationship and for the most part it's going well also. Until he walks into your life temptation again. The cycle starts over what is wrong with you? nothing at all, you are only doing what men have been doing since the beginning of time, we just do it better. Although you have never been caught and have always managed to hold down your own relationship, it is the thrill of mystery and someone new and exciting and the flirting that kept you in the game. You love your man sure but you are sexually attracted to someone else.
So now that you are older you try to share with other women how easy it is for their men to stray, it really doesn't take much. You have changed your ways and now you have been blessed with a good and understanding man who does not judge your past and excepts you unconditionally.
Now this is not to say that all men/women cheat but you have to open your eyes and look at the signs because they're there, and continue to keep the spice going in your own relationships and there will never be room for someone to swoop in and get your man or woman..
No names were mentioned to protect the innocent....
TIL NEXT TIME PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR MATE..
Sunday, September 9, 2012
PIECES OF ME.....
Just like my favorite song when you look at my face you're gonna know that I'm made of everything love and pain....
I was listening to this today and I started reminencing about my past relationships, and my life now.
There are so many pieces to me that at 52 have finally come together and now make sense. I thought about who really knows me, and I could not think of one person who really knows me or my story unless you were there. I met a man who asked me today what do I find so intriguing about him.
1. He is so very different from the men I'm used to seeing, he's older for one thing.
2. He is an interesting man and very passionate about what he believes in.
3. He doesn't judge me about my past, although he now knows I don't like talking about myself if he ask me anything I feel so comfortable telling him, and that is something I don't do.
4. He is not an emotionally needy man, he doesn't need to talk to me everyday to know that I care and vice versa.
5. When we finally met in person it was like going to another part of Cleveland, I didn't feel like I had gotten on a plane to go meet a man I had only been talking to on the phone.
There is so much more about him that makes me just want to be in his presence, of all the men I know and have known no has really taken the time to find out what makes me the woman I am today.
This man could tell just from our conversations the basic things about me, that I am a woman who has been through some things, but willing to open my heart up to love, that I am a strong woman but I am also a woman who knows how to let a man be a man, but I can take charge when I have to.
All of this from months of conversations, until the weekend we met and found out that we clicked from the start. All the pieces of information about he now had he could put an actual face to. He saw the me that he had been seeing in all the pictures that he had recieved. Yes I'm real it was not a dream, he could put his hands on the woman that he had been dreaming about and I was in the presence of the man who had now consumed all of my fantasies. I had a wonderful time, just real easy breezy and comfortable.
For as much as I had been through and the many men I have loved none of them took the time to put the pieces together, to learn how to love me or what makes this woman tick. There are alot of pieces...
1) daughter, 2) sister, 3) girlfriend, 4) mother 5) wife and now a matured woman with adult children and a life and past that I am not ashamed of nor do I appologize for, but if the men who professed to love me had just put all the pieces together they would have found found out that I'm not that complicated, and they would have known how to love me right.
This man wants to learn to love me and I most certainly want to learn how to love, and share his dreams as well as him sharing mine.
None of us no how long we have left on this earth, so when you have the chance to be loved by someone who really wants to be with you, don't think about it, don't second guess it just do it.
Yes we as women are complicated and most of us have many pieces, we just want the right man to take the time to put the pieces together and love us whole heartedly and unconditionally.
I am a grown up woman whose pieces have been put together, to share my story and my journey.
I am loving my life right now and the real people in it.
Til next time these are the pieces of me.....
I was listening to this today and I started reminencing about my past relationships, and my life now.
There are so many pieces to me that at 52 have finally come together and now make sense. I thought about who really knows me, and I could not think of one person who really knows me or my story unless you were there. I met a man who asked me today what do I find so intriguing about him.
1. He is so very different from the men I'm used to seeing, he's older for one thing.
2. He is an interesting man and very passionate about what he believes in.
3. He doesn't judge me about my past, although he now knows I don't like talking about myself if he ask me anything I feel so comfortable telling him, and that is something I don't do.
4. He is not an emotionally needy man, he doesn't need to talk to me everyday to know that I care and vice versa.
5. When we finally met in person it was like going to another part of Cleveland, I didn't feel like I had gotten on a plane to go meet a man I had only been talking to on the phone.
There is so much more about him that makes me just want to be in his presence, of all the men I know and have known no has really taken the time to find out what makes me the woman I am today.
This man could tell just from our conversations the basic things about me, that I am a woman who has been through some things, but willing to open my heart up to love, that I am a strong woman but I am also a woman who knows how to let a man be a man, but I can take charge when I have to.
All of this from months of conversations, until the weekend we met and found out that we clicked from the start. All the pieces of information about he now had he could put an actual face to. He saw the me that he had been seeing in all the pictures that he had recieved. Yes I'm real it was not a dream, he could put his hands on the woman that he had been dreaming about and I was in the presence of the man who had now consumed all of my fantasies. I had a wonderful time, just real easy breezy and comfortable.
For as much as I had been through and the many men I have loved none of them took the time to put the pieces together, to learn how to love me or what makes this woman tick. There are alot of pieces...
1) daughter, 2) sister, 3) girlfriend, 4) mother 5) wife and now a matured woman with adult children and a life and past that I am not ashamed of nor do I appologize for, but if the men who professed to love me had just put all the pieces together they would have found found out that I'm not that complicated, and they would have known how to love me right.
This man wants to learn to love me and I most certainly want to learn how to love, and share his dreams as well as him sharing mine.
None of us no how long we have left on this earth, so when you have the chance to be loved by someone who really wants to be with you, don't think about it, don't second guess it just do it.
Yes we as women are complicated and most of us have many pieces, we just want the right man to take the time to put the pieces together and love us whole heartedly and unconditionally.
I am a grown up woman whose pieces have been put together, to share my story and my journey.
I am loving my life right now and the real people in it.
Til next time these are the pieces of me.....
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