Okay I know it's been a while since I've written anything, been a little busy with school. Well anyway in the midst of what I call the hurricane katrina of my life these past few months I managed to meet an interesting man on a dating site that I was just about to give up on. This man viewed my profile and from his written profile I found him intresting, as we started talking communicating back and forth he became more fascinating, did I mention there was no picture available so there must have been something very interesting about him got my attention. This man is so very smart and educated, knows how to make me smile with just his words. Now you ask? are you crazy you don't know what he looks like, well he sent me picture upon my request because by now I wanted to see just what this man looked like, and as I suspected he is as charmingly attractive as his conversation and his written words. As the days go by we have talked back and forth almost every day for over a month now. If we don't speak over the phone we're texting to at least let the other know that we are thinking about each other. I get messages in the middle of the night with expressed words of passion, he wants to be there for me in all the ways that are important. He has been my biggest support right now with school and really does care about my success besides my family. All he wants from me is a real relationship with al lot of love of passion, he knows that I am a very sensual woman and I like what I like and yes sex is one of them. He is not intimidated by sexuality or my sensuality. I know that he will be gentle with me and my body is not the only thing he wants from me. Call me crazy but how do you start to fall in love with someone you haven't met in person? I don't know but it's kind of scary and I don't want to throw a wall up and keep him from completely coming in, but I don't want to be hurt by another man. George what a name and for some reason it fits him, I can't wait for the day that we can actually spend some quality time together.
Did I mention that we live in different states, yes it's true I live in ohio and he lives in maryland. I know that sounds all the way crazy but I think we have the possibilty of making this work or at the very least to give it a try, he's willing and so am I. Although long distance relationships have not worked for me in the past, I think this one has a shot especially since I am relocating to the south when I finish school. Now we'll see if maryland is a possiblity. My plan is to visist him in February and since this is not really that far I am willing to make plans to see him as often as I can and make sure that when I leave him to come home he'll know that I've been there and never want me to leave. Well it's time to cut this short, got to go to work tonight so I've got to start my routine. I am on break form school so I will be back tomorrow, because I can't say enough about this man who makes me smile when I think of him............ Til tomorrow
Talk to you soon.............
