I was having a conversation with my daughter yesterday about relationships. And what I've come to realize is that sometimes we don't know what we want in a reationship. For as much as I would love to be in a committed relationship it would not be for the same reason most people are looking for. I am not looking to start a family my kids are grown, I have everything I want right now, as far as sex goes it is not that important to me anymore. I've had great sex over the years so that would not be the most important thing to me.
What I am looking for is someone who likes to do the things I enjoy doing, someone to spend quality time with. So what is wrong with me? I don't want to live with anyone and I enjoy my own company and peace of so much. I think I really do have OCD because it is little things that bother me when there is someone in my space, like sitting a glass on my dresser without a coaster, or trying to make me do something that I contiually tell you I don't do. Maybe that is what's meant by set in your ways.... I talk to 3 people on a daily basis and they are so very different. So I ask myself do I want to settle down with either of them? which one will fill the requirements that I am looking for? Who can I see myself with? and which one will be okay with being in a relationship without living to together? Am I wrong for feeling this way? At 52 I want the attention to be on me without being obssessive and needy, I am not an emotionally or physically needy person, and I don't like emotionally or needy men.... Can we really be happy in a committed relationship without being married or living together....
Will chat with you soon
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